Hello Folks! My apologies for my long absence. I blame life! And, the sobering fact that I can no longer multitask like I used to. Does anyone else feel the same struggle?
So let’s quickly bring y’all up to speed. Here’s what happened in the last 1.5yrs:
1.) Final year of med school: Rocky vs. The Russian
2.) Graduation Day- June 28, 2015
3.) Studied ….
and Completed Medical Board Licensing Exams
4.) Painfully confronted by the reality of being a new grad AGAIN:
5.) Paying bills without the help of loans and grants….the struggle is REAL:
I find myself fluctuating between feeling indifferent to having full-on murderous anger. I’m happy to soon get boards over with, but I’m dreading the action of getting it done. A part of me wants to be left alone this weekend to process my feelings and do my final study reviews. However, there is also a part of me that says “F**k this test! I’m not reading or doing another damn thing and it’s time to get mutha-truckin TURNT UP!”
Alas, I abandon my wild impulses and quietly return to studying; meanwhile, I have occasional thoughts of eating a salty gluten-filled soft jumbo pretzel since I’m now on day 26 without eating sugar or gluten. Hmm, perhaps that’s partially why I want to murder someone too!